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It's never enough
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Been doing so much. I can't never be satisfied. A first timer taking random shots have much better photos than me. I think I'm losing my views on photography. Gah.
Been deleting stuff off here too. Just not satisfied lately. I can't find the right words to describe it.
Been deleting stuff off here too. Just not satisfied lately. I can't find the right words to describe it.
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Fuck. Life.
1 min read
At times I just want to give up.
And at times, I just want to keep telling them I care.
But it's just words to them.
And at times, I just want to keep telling them I care.
But it's just words to them.
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A plea?
1 min read
Is it weird for me to want to remove everything I have on here?
I feel very much unsatisfied with what I've done. I feel restricted. Like there's much more out there waiting for me but I can't reach it, I can't find it.
It's like there's more to explore but I'm trapped here.
I feel like I'm losing something.
I look back at my works and I feel like, "God, that's just so ordinary".
So what now? Is there a new me wanting to emerge? Or am I just lost?
I feel very much unsatisfied with what I've done. I feel restricted. Like there's much more out there waiting for me but I can't reach it, I can't find it.
It's like there's more to explore but I'm trapped here.
I feel like I'm losing something.
I look back at my works and I feel like, "God, that's just so ordinary".
So what now? Is there a new me wanting to emerge? Or am I just lost?
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Bah
1 min read
I love children. I hope that one day I can have my own when I am married. I always feel like helping out charities for the kids in Malaysia. I enjoy helping the orphanages and seeing the smiles on their happy faces. It just makes me so happy.
Today, I found out a close friend of mine had lost her twins due to abortion. I do not know who forced her to go through that and I know that she loved them very much. Her pain, I cannot describe nor can I understand. I do not know how I can help her. How can I calm her down? What to say to her? I just don't know. I feel like crying for her, for the children. I want to help but I cannot do anything. This just makes me very angry and very heartbroken. I cannot imagine what she has to go through.
This is just fucking shitty.
Today, I found out a close friend of mine had lost her twins due to abortion. I do not know who forced her to go through that and I know that she loved them very much. Her pain, I cannot describe nor can I understand. I do not know how I can help her. How can I calm her down? What to say to her? I just don't know. I feel like crying for her, for the children. I want to help but I cannot do anything. This just makes me very angry and very heartbroken. I cannot imagine what she has to go through.
This is just fucking shitty.
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Rant Rant Rant is a Rant
3 min read
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